Saturday, July 30, 2011

-Philadelphia- : Poem

PHILADELPHIA

The right mind twisters of an aging hypocrite sink the doe eyed banker 
as the poker crazed women fill your window with silk painted souls
Baked fresh, in an outfit of gold, the rubber politician loosens your grip
and the city breathes on

Concrete, magnificent concrete fills your suburban lungs
while craven opportunity sits on a street corner molesting the innocent mind
as the city breathes on

False fender insinuation underneath the franklin bridge 
where rubber is smashed and acrylic colors clash
and lest we forget the rollerblading trumpeter passes on ill-tempered path to locust
while the city breathes on 

Small toddlers cry out.
"Girrragg, Girraggg, Girragggg"
Not knowing the meaning of their words, or their forthcoming life
And young tuxedo kid has his rose pinned on
declaring the end of adosclence 
while money mongers sprawl the valley in search of empty hearts
as the city breathes on

Beatnik women with beatnik hair pass the square with packed lunches and open toed leather sandals
underneath the spell of freedom- in the city of freedom
while big money joe wears every pin stripe on his way to a power meal, power meeting, 
deceiving the public, encroaching our funds

And who can forget the fashionistas- of every sect, roaming the streets parading the streets
with purported class and dig down ambition
their children at hand, learning their own rendition
as the city breathes on

Our city breathes with the breath of millions, the hope of all
Its colonial columns tested by time
Its hard boiled streets forgiving each trespasser, as we look in wonder of how it all started
Killer instincts float above the fire hydrants, on their way to the northeast
And folded kickstands and flaming exhaust fight the parking meters under grey skies
Our city breathes
It breathes with the triumphant, ancient, brotherly, breath of Philadelphia

-Twisted- : Oil Pastel Drawing

Tuesday, July 26, 2011

-UNTITLED- : Poem

Deep trophy filled smudges of long lost love stammer between perpendicular lines on lips
But sinews breeding in lonely pockets, lock it, pop it, for fear of the free fall drop, the deep hearted heart- the silhouette soul
Ambiguous feelings breathe under yuppie spells of fake contention, consuming the self of former individuals,- former free flying swaggers
But spurs of time, with chalk filled walls of abstract, changing by day, changing by night, will seal this fight

Sunday, July 24, 2011

Wednesday, July 20, 2011

-UNTITLED- : Drawing- Oil Pastels

-UNTITLED- : Poem

I've developed a weird sleeping habit
I sleep in my bed for the the first four hours
then i go down stairs and sleep on the couch for two hours
I believe you caused this
thank you
It feels good- like smirking in a room full of people
But I need a new habit

Tuesday, July 19, 2011

-BEACH- : Poem

Ruminating among gelatin vibes of yesterday, rises the feeling, provided by sandy, sometimes frigid moments we tend to call the beach; its been you and your partial causes all along.

A caravan of thorough horses running through our youth
Screaming with a  clairvoyant character, beholding our old age, at the behest of a sunday morning wave
It's everything and not in a world full of half nots and half wits
Inviting and daunting-life's pure altercation should always be ridden
Its Mysteriously beautiful-the ultimate axion of attraction
Though, not a spouse
Nor an ill-driven cousin
or fallacy filled forgotten past
Its this edge of water protest that rules our world, with all of its wonderment,- yet we remain blank in our search for true living

Maybe its the froth that hugs the sand 
Or Cracken winds that sway with gregarious hands
Maybe its the waves, pounding their first, full of celestial pride
Or jetties- acting out, always sticking out- providing young men the bond they hold forever- rum drinking, young optimistic talk, and moist lip fever
Or perhaps its that practical religious feeling, absent of any disciplined god, we get…from staring straight out into its blue waters- A five minute reprieve
As if were staring into the soul of our brethren, dead or ferociously alive

-Tri Colored- : Pencil Drawing

-UNTITLED- : Drawing- Oil Pastels

Monday, July 18, 2011

-HIGH- ; Picture

-UNTITLED- ; Oil on Canvas

-Washington Square- : Poem

I awoke at 3:30am, in Washington Square
Stale with the taste of vomit, and vomit caked on my lips
My shirt was off
I was under a tree

I arose
Covered my bare chest
and walked to the street

Waved to the first cabbie I saw
offered him my last twenty bucks for the long drive
His name was Kahill

He had me sit in the front
Crackhead was in the back
Hollering and eventually trying to sell me coke

We dropped him off
Away we were

The therapy session started by 76
"Thats dangerous, man "
"People get hurt, man"
Ok Kahill, ok

Walked into the house
roommates asleep, as stones
Realized I had lost my car keys
Work in the morning, I thought, but no keys I thought, nothing but a lonely crazed drunken soul, I thought

-Bombastic- : Drawing-Oil Pastels on Mom's shed floor

-RANDALL CRAZYHEART- : POEM

Randall Crazyheart's anxiety could be confused with patriotic duty, 
But it could never be saved by any valiant force
nor could it dry itself from the lake of his parents divorce
Elusive, quick hitting solicitude can blow through Randall's mind with fair weather ease
Tightened, sharp objects of worry strike blows in each waking minute
Nettled cubicle's spell suicide as in Ginsberg's tale
starch collars posses the acrid smell of routine
and each toe-tagging lover's tag reads,
"Infinite heartbreaks always outlast a lifetime"

The lint disagreed
with his empty love pockets
But the true brain denied access 
 and the game never ended
Truly, there must exist a panacea, for his weak state 
A pill, a woman, a twisted drug filled delirium?
A therapist with laminated papers inside oak carved frames ?
Something for his dislocated disposition, his maligned flash driven thoughts

His bedroom even weeps daily at the sight of young Randall hovering the carpet
drawing pictures of abstract
The windowsill wants to trade rooms, the mattress wants to support a confident body, and the radiator wants more style
Randall bemoans the thought of each object, inanimate or not, wanting to leave his side
wanting to escape the depression driven collision filed on the first of july


Crazyheart, despite all the avoided confrontation, and the ill driven decisions wants to dignify himself
Set himself on his proper gilded track- the art encrusted, youth infused, driven life filled with odd accomplishments
But Life's oddities may strike us humorously- great poems written by poor writers, paintings painted by an athlete, pictures taken by a mathematician 
-all fucking the mind to believe the impossibly gorgeous
But Randall saw the light, the proverbial salvation of one-through his art
through creation
through minimization
through study
through self...

-4 Faces- ; Drawing-Oil Pastels

Drawing: oil pastels